She...... and Him

Just sitting here listening to She&Him. Bored out of my mind and lacking true thoughts. I don't think I've actually had a real thought other than something about dishes or laundry.... Argh! Is it too much to ask to have a semi-intellectual day? Thought of painting but no one understands my art. Really! I wish it weren't true. Is it a bad thing that I like chaos in darkness? Haha at that rate I should just be painting a canvas black and calling it good. I hate that I can't really think during the day, but at night when I'm making a sad attempt at sleep my mind starts reeling. I suppose it's just called being unemployed and not needing to use your brain. Stupid!
I don't even have any events or such to talk about. Geez, I give up.