Tires, Movies, and Love

Is it bad that I'm totally self conscious about going to a tire repair shop? I don't know what it is, but I totally freak out when I need something fixed with my car. Is it that I fear they may try to rip me off? I know that's part of it. But I don't know why I just absolutely hate going. I have to, as I cannot even leave my house at this time for the inability to fix my tire to even go anywhere. So I blog. haha. Is it a better alternative?

I just totally watched Zack and Miri Make a Porno. Loved it! But if I have to see anymore boobs or penis' today I might cry. I hit my overload of inappropriate-ness.... But it's funny all the same. I think we have all been to the brink of some form of desperateness. Right now I'm desperate for a job....Porno? I think not. But maybe I might have to if this keeps up.... Anyway.....

I feel lame that this is basically how I'm spending my time.... watching movies and almost writing a quasi-review..... bah! Maybe I should actually look for a job.... I need to, I know I should, yet here I am. I hate looking for a job.... I hate that basically every job I look at either wants experience or a college education. I have neither. I have blog writing skills, does that count? I wouldn't even call this a skill... more like a lack of better things to do. Get a life, you say? Meh.... I've had a life and it got me nowhere, so now I'm a computer geek expressing my opinions on anything and everything.

Earlier today I was just browsing around on some forums and found one bashing TWLOHA. I almost wanted to cry. Is your life so miserable that you have to go and try to ruin the one good thing for some of us. A support system. People who understand. Wow, just wow. Kinda like going and bashing therapy or self-help. Are we the ones searching for help, or are you? I believe the person talking crap was also saying that TWLOHA was just a way for them to bring the youth or "scene-kids" as they said to religion. I tell you what, they do nothing of the sort. But if God is what helps a person get through their problems then more power to them. I can personally say that God has helped me in so many ways I couldn't even begin to list them. It's not like cutting is just the cool thing to do now, it's an actual illness. One that I and several others suffer with and it's a daily issue.

We are all searching for something. The question is what? And it's different for everyone. God and TWLOHA helped me. Don't believe me? Try it on for size. See what it can do in you.