New Year!

I wish I could say that I'm sad to see 2010 go... But honestly, I couldn't be happier! The things that have happened and that I've gone through the past year I could live without. I never wanted to fall back into my depression. I never wanted to hate my life again. Yet, here I am. A year of mistakes. But sadly, ones that I can't really learn from. I'm just stuck with what I've done and trying to recover. My best friend and I have decided that this will be our year and things will turn around. I sure hope so.... I can't keep up like I have been.
New Years resolutions: Stop drinking, lose weight, quit smoking, STOP CUTTING!, be nicer. Well there's others, but I don't think I want to air ALL my dirty laundry online. But I will say, my goal for this year is to find a new therapist and finally get over my issues. The zero self confidence. Hating life just because I can. Learn to forgive my sister. Learn to put up with my dad and forgive him as well. Well, that's just a tiny bit of my new year. Also, I plan to blog more often. I need to learn to get things off my chest rather than stewing in misery till I explode. Not good! Peace and happy new year!